Can I send out an e-mail tonight? I suggest from your laptop? You have an email account? Naturally not, I would
Lasse? I currently told you, I.
am writing for myself. Yes, yet … I telephoned one.
of my close friends today. She understands a person who could.
aid you to release your rhymes. No, I wear'' t desire that! What I am composing,. I am writing for a various purpose.
What kind of purpose? I am not one of these people that composes.
to come to be well-known as well as make large cash. Why are you composing so a lot? Composing and poetry are.
I'didn'' t mean for. Simply wear ' t believe you ' ll obtain a dime back if you. Let ' s speak a little.
– Why not? What sort of man are you? Paying.
That stated I just want to talk? I'' m not into psychos! Just how around, I give you a.
blowjob and you just simply of?
time I am a loser. Just the very one who is standing.
Occasionally it'' s different. I'' m a person special. I'' m a person!
I'' m. You are resting … Possibly it ' s better.You recognize …
I ' m not only just. For a long time currently I '
ve.
in tranquility my decision developed. I feel that the time of.
taking a trip is pertaining to an end. Now we will certainly return house. With each other. And our everlasting dream will become a reality. I so appreciate the way you.
have been waiting patiently. We will reunite. At the normal place. By the time the sunlight blessedly smiles for the.
4th time, our aspiration will be nursed. Morning. Hey … Can I switch off the radio? Strange routine. What do you indicate by that? On a daily basis you ask me the same thing. Just turn it off! I am.
not also listening to it. Didn'' t you sleep well? Or … you are.
still upset since of yesterday …
I wear'' t understand. What is it? I ' ve never ever seen this side of you. What is it with you? You have no concept how a lot.
What are you driving at? You located the letter. I mean I don'' t understand.
I am speaking concerning that I. am going to claim farewell … to the 2 of you quite soon. It ' s not a trouble, is it? Simply leave!
in my heart. Always! To ensure that'' s it … You enter. my life, take what you require … As well as after that leave. Regardless.
of the consequences. Please wear'' t be unfair.You were
trying to find.
And I'' ve been there for him. Currently it'' s time for me to. He'' s to condemn for all this.
Don'' t you inform me what to do! He just disappeared … He took the finest from me … As well as you are still right here … It doesn'' t make any type of feeling at all. Don ' t leave me alone … So you are leaving to one more girl … What makes you believe that?
detailed in your personal digital assistant. No, I'' m only relocating on. … to one more lady. Please, wear'' t be unreasonable once more! I'' m not good sufficient for you. No! It ' s not around.
I'' ll be in touch. Do you really desire to
. Let you down??? I don'' t recognize.
much he'' s been all over with me. He'' s virtually end up being a component of me. Yet when Max saw him, there.
was this glint in his eye.Petri will
be in good hands with him. Max doesn'' t require a doll. He requires you! You mean a great deal to him! Please recognize.
I. need to go. I'can not remain! Thank you for everything. from all-time low of my heart. I ' ll be in touch. I need you too … Hi Lazarus … Our day appears like a truly bad motion picture. What do you mean by that? Don ' t obtain me wrong.
I ' m major. It ' s so … unreasonable. It offers you. -Please … Lazarus. You put on ' t have to. pretend anything to me. It serves us both. I suggest … I just can not comprehend … Why you are doing this … There. should be some deeper reason behind it.
I simply intend to'aid. Just aid …'Just help … And the number of have you. currently ' simply helped '? Don ' t recognize … I ' m not counting. Is it okay with you if I smoke? Yeah. Many thanks. You understand … All losers smoke. Not all smokers are losers.- Well … And also which group do you belong to? You know … It seems I ' m. a participant of the initial one. Considering that my crash, a few years ago … I
' ve only been able to birth all. this by pulling back right into my dreams. However at some point, at some'factor … … it becomes clear that. it'' s just ridiculous. It ' s fucking ridiculous to. simply leap from desire to dream. Fucking shit …'Hey, allow ' s go with a stroll. Yeah, precisely. Precisely! Opt for a stroll! Good concept for Ari! Excellent
morning. Can I. speak to Lasse Ljandi? Oh, there is no Lasse Ljandi. Thank you. When did you make this choice? You really desire to hear about that? In the beginning, the only individual that.
made my life worth living left me.A shed love … No, Lazarus. I know you probably listen to these.
type of tales at all times. … with me it'' s different. In some way he didn ' t in fact leave me. He simply wasn'' t around. usually sufficient for it … … to be like that. He quit feeding my desires. However. A few days ago I learnt that my.
greatest wish will never ever come true. So now … Absolutely nothing.
makes feeling anymore. Maybe even this doesn'' t. make sense anymore … What you are doing is right. You even stated that.
it can'' t take place similar to this.'Yeah. You ' re possibly. Trust fund me. You assured it will be pain-free. As assured. Just one even more thing Lazarus.
I ' ve got something for. you. It ' s in my level. What is it? My tradition. For you.
I ' m all set after that. I ' m with you. No, I ' m simply seeing.
I learnt more about him in Gothenburg,.
before he took up his position here.Beautiful pet, isn ' t he? Yes, really a noble dog. Well, he has actually cost me a fortune. Life shouldn'' t be to buy! I wouldn'' t have gotten a dead canine. … Who knows … In
some. countries they go straight to the pot They consume canines in China. Have you ever before been there? Yes. And also … was it yummy? China, China … fairly away. Do you understand a person there? I'' ve satisfied lots of people and checked out.
lots of areas throughout my trips. How long have you.
been taking a trip around? Concerning 5 years. Every now.
… possibly … you experienced a great deal. Negative things and also great things.
some photos of China. I don'' t have any photos. You took a trip that much as well as you.
didn'' t also take any photos? Every little thing I experienced I wrote.
down and I have it in my memory. So you created a book?! No … letters. To my.
buddy in Gothenburg. He can not travel himself. That is why.
I let him share all my experiences.Got ya.
And … Where are you heading next? Residence. I indicate very first to Gothenburg. To satisfy my buddy. … I want you excellent luck. And next time, do not neglect.
Got ya? May I assist you? Is this orphanage Smödhelm?
– Yes. I am seeking somebody. Where can I find assist? You have to go to our receptionist. Linda Borg. After getting in the structure,.
It'' s the initial door to the. Thanks. Good good luck! Come in! Hello.
I have a tiny demand. which I wish to ask you. Please. Take a seat.
I'came here from Halmstad since. I ' m looking for an old pal. Lasse Ljandi. Yes … We have a data on a Lasse'Ljandi. So? What can you inform me?
I ' m sorry. I ' m not allowed to. Can ' t you make an exception.
only had one close friend right here. Ari Kjelva. Where can I discover him? Gothenburg. It'' s composed here that he left.
the orphanage and also obtained a task in Gothenburg. However I did not inform you that. Ok? Hey there? Could you please open the door? I have a message for your.
neighbor Ari. Ari Kjelva. Ehh, you'' d far better come directly.
It'' s a lengthy story. What ' s with Mr. Kjelva? Just come within for a sec.You desire a beer or some coffee?
Do you intend to see Ari? I. sanctuary ' t seen you around previously. Yeah. You ' re taking a seat. That ' s excellent. Why? What is the finest way to describe it … Explain what? Well … He ' s dead. Dead? It can ' t be. Well it can.'Suicide. Damn … Little marvel. That. wasn ' t a
life anymore. He practically never obtained. out of this home … … and also his only site visitors were the supermarket. delivery service and the Pizza-guy. You desire a cigarette? Thanks. Not now. So … What did you desire from Ari? He has some info I require. Actually? What kind of info? It'' s an exclusive point. I see. There has to be.
some means into his level. I will certainly see what I can.
provide for you, Sweetie. The doors right here aren'' t. so challenging to open. Many thanks. Hey … easy, easy.Let '
s wait till it'' s dark and also all those. pensioners quit slipping around the stairs. Can you do it? I assume so. In some way it looks precisely.
like I anticipated … The computer system must have.
We'' d better go. Not before I ' ve discovered something. What if the person comes back.
Don'' t be depressing. Not even the tiniest clue.What were you looking … Don ' t cry … A glass of a glass of wine and also the. It ' s none of your.
As well as just how it ' s my company! I ' m still your mommy. Don'' t modification the subject!
Much it hasn'' t bothered you'!!! It can ' t go on like this! You lazy bastard, you'' re becoming.
way too much like your father! It'' s about time you went out and made.
You'' ve had it before! YOU'' VE HAD IT A THOUSAND TIMES BEFORE! I wear'' t provide a spunk concerning all this.
Leave me alone! Finish your. breakfast beer and stopped talking! I beg your pardon?! Don ' t speak to me like that.After all I am your mommy! I'' m the only point'you ' ve got! You want that you ' re. the only thing I have! Since I was'a child,
you ' ve attempted to make me. reliant by letting me feel guilty about whatever Given that I was a child, you'' ve tried.
to convince me that I'' m a loser! And yes, certainly it'' s my mistake. that you need to live similar to this! OBVIOUSLY! Yes, it'' s your mistake! YOU.
as well as your BLOODY DADDY! You'' ve both destroyed my life! Yeah …
If you hadn'' t entailed.
yourself with this asshole … If he hadn'' t fucked you … We can both have one.
I should have better! You'' re so pitiful.
yawping and boozing at all times. Nobody is mosting likely to save you!
… I definitely not! Neglect it! Just how much such a little change of.
viewpoint often can offer you … Hi Lasse. Just how was your.
trip to Gothenburg? I'' m sorry, do we know each various other? I'' m a buddy of Ari. Ari …? We wished to go.
with each other on a journey. He is waiting for us there … He was so quick-tempered that he.
left a number of days back. That sounds odd … Did something occur? Well … I suggest …
He remained at residence a lot. And also didn'' t. have lots of site visitors … you recognize. He lastly wished to obtain going. Did he state anything? Only that I need to meet you and.
that you will certainly reveal me the way. He inaugurated you? Yeah … In that situation we can.
make our method with each other … Great. All right. Ari will have.
done the ideal point … And actually soon we will certainly be reunited. That'' s real. Shall we go? Yes, our train leaves soon. Why are you looking stupidly at me? You parasite! Sod it. Just leave me alone! Now you'' re informing me what to.
No one tells me what to do! Least of all somebody like you! You have actually been annoying him … Yeah … simply a little.
disagreement. Many thanks for the ticket. What deserved getting.
Just had to let off some heavy steam. What I ' m interested. He went with a female … by automobile.
various other in some online chat. It seems in my absence extra taken place.
than I ever before could have prepared for. I am thankful for Ari, that he found.
someone he assumes merits. Besides you of course.Yeah, they seemed
to be rather pleased. He needs to have altered a great deal … But what I don'' t understand … that he ushered in numerous. Actually we desired to go this.
method alone. Only the 2 of us. He was simply waiting up until.
I was prepared for it. Currently you are prepared … Yes … my years of travel are over. I'' ve seen the world, like.
I was advised to … I'' ve learnt enough about the.
individuals in it as well as I discovered myself. My choice is made. I want to settle at the Inarijärvi. With my family members and those whose.
spirits share the same values as me. At the Inarijärvi … Northern Finland … Isn'' t that virtually at the end of the.
world? What is so unique about this place? Ari actually did not tell you? Also though he chose you … No … He only informed me that I am worthy … And that … I am to go. I will follow I suggest. With you. He truly did not tell you any type of even more? No, he only told me that you.
will certainly clarify whatever to me. Our destination is.
Valkaama …
A poetic neighborhood. It is situated away from the chaotic thrill of.
civilisation as well as all its ominous spin-offs … A globe without distrust,.
envy and also disgust … … yet loaded with satisfaction,.
loaded with love and also security. The occupants of this honored.
town have their very own culture … A culture, which is based on consistency.
among themselves as well as area of nature … What currently? Tomorrow we are taking a trip.
better in the direction of the Inarijärvi. By bus! Let'' s go shopping after that. A great idea. There.
What now? We are looking for a peaceful area.
to consume as well as to invest the evening. Somehow everything is.
various from in my desires … Well I think it'' s fantastic. If I only consider … that simply yesterday.
I was in crappy Gothenburg … and also now here.When I was discussing the destination. of our trip a short
while back … Did you really share. the same need as me? What are you accessing? Do you assume it doesn ' t mean. as much to me as it does to you? Good paradises, no. You are a chosen one. You have actually been picked by Ari … And in his choice I put my belief. If every little thing, you understand Lasse ….
is the method you stated … … it'' s probably the best. point that might happen to me.An actual clean slate. Are you not pleased.
with your previous life? I'' d instead you didn ' t advise me of it.
If only, it appears to me as. yesterday I was an additional individual … Don ' t you intend to inform me much more? Much better not … Every person has his dark tricks … This journey is.
based upon shared depend on. Still I sense that our spirits are more detailed.
I just require time to figure you out. South-East of Inari … Along the shores of the Inarijärvi.
I'' m truly tired … Hi. It'' s simply. I ' m not fond of such locations.
It ' s precisely why we are. lastly taking place this trip … … to leave such points behind.I know.
However let us.
celebrate one last time … You suggest drink? Call it like you desire. That is nothing for me … Well … If you wish to.
commemorate once again, do it then. One last time … In that instance I would certainly rather go with a walk.
to indulge in the evening differently … Okay … So where shall we satisfy? I will come in a little while. When? In 2, 3 hours … What do you want? Can I sit there? Closed neighborhood. You don'' t appear to be a neighborhood?! No, I am from Gothenburg … As well as you are rather wonderful. Well, at the very least you'' re truthful. Simply quite ill-bred. Begin, simply piss off! Marie! What'' s the factor? Leave him! Marie … stunning name. So, what brings you here Sweetheart? Are you on vacation or are.
Somehow we'' re all on the run, aren ' t we? Think me … Go fuck yourself, it ' s excellent for stress. That'' s it!
face '' round here once again … Nothing would certainly have taken place to me. I'' ve obtained my Swedish Jesus with me. Hey come on, Jesus! Swedish Jesus … It was.
an excellent one, wasn'' t it? Even though I'' m not a follower, it'' s. sacrilegious what you are saying.Hey, it was a
praise! Please, forget it! You are intoxicated. We are going back to.
You assume I'' m. not excellent enough for you as well as your heaven? Hey, I'' m severe. Ahh, you wear ' t have a hint … I'' m drowsy … I just.
wish to go to rest. Andersson … Kjelva … Lasse! Lasse!!! LASSE!!! Not right now! Hello there? Runa … it'' s me, Lasse Lasse! My God! Where are you? Are you 2 alright? Yes obviously! Yet where.
are you calling from? I'' m in Gällivare.
Simply wear ' t think you ' ll obtain a penny back if you. You are sleeping … Maybe it ' s better.You recognize …
I ' m not only showing. He just won'' t let me live in tranquility! Don ' t understand … I ' m not counting. In some way we'' re all on the run, aren ' t we?I.
have to go on to the Inarijärvi. Where do you desire to go? Okay, so we'' ll satisfy there!
see you once again! When will you be there? Probably today in the.
night …
There is a church … I need to go … I can not.
Lasse! Damn … International Reservations.
Kristina Karlsson. Just how may I aid you? Hello, my name is Runa Eskleth. I need a trip.
from Halmstad to Inari in Northern Finland. Anna? Can you take my.
sibling for a while once more? Yes, right now! No! It'' s an emergency situation! Lasse !!! Just how did you obtain here …? What took place? For Christ ' s benefit. I am so delighted to see you again! My universe has actually broken down … Simply cool down first. What took place? It'' s difficult to inform.
Ari is dead. It … It ' s been in the paper. I ' ve been to Vänersborg.
abandoned by your moms and dads. No, that is not how it was … I was expected to remain there till my.
papa had developed his community below …
In the future he sent me to see the world … So I would certainly appreciate his production a lot more … Your father? … What community? I put on'' t comprehend anything. What'' s with your mother? Where is she? Okay … let'' s look for a resort. as well as tomorrow we will go back to … I can'' t return, so near to Valkaama. I have to return residence to my daddy … Okay …'alright … Why put on ' t. you tell me extra regarding …? About what? Your papa, the area
,. Ari … Whatever. I wear ' t know where to start. Just anywhere … I had a friend on my journey … Lasse! Wait! I need a break. We'' ve currently been walking for hours as well as.
hrs. Are you certain you understand where it is? Daddy claimed, along the western.
shore and also I will recognize the indicators. When was the last.
time you talked with him? It was years back. We create letters. I put on'' t comprehend … You don'' t have any kind of set address … so … where does he send them? To Ari. When in a.
while during throughout years of travel, I visited himTraveling But you have never been right here? Lasse! Yes? Are you certain, you wan na.
live right here? In this area? Of course. As well as you and Max … You 2 can additionally be component of.
Just allow'' s go. Looks rather attractive … That is living here? Maybe he wants to get rid of the.
wicked ghosts of the timber … Of course! No, I'' m major. Many people who reside in close.
communion with nature are superstitious. I usually experienced this.
during my journeys … And you truly wan na stay below? And also suppose the proprietor of this stuff.
I wan na go back to the resort … Okay, simply relax down … We will invest here 4 hours … not more. Typical … please … Two visitors! You are Lasse'' s dad?
Are you an initiate? No … You are as well weak to live in right here. We live a difficult life.
full of sacrifice here … A neighborhood of like-minded individuals … Poetry everyday as well as hard.
struggle for survival. And also why can'' t I belong of it? You couldn ' t deal with the life right here … You are a lot a lot also.
weak to survive in nature! Oh! And also Ari? Ari was restricted to a wheelchair! Exactly how was he expected to endure below? Ari? He never composed to.
me about that! Even if … He would never ever be just one of us.He.
would be not worthy of the neighborhood! What kind of area is this? What kind.
of pseudo-elitist-racists are you? See your words! I don'' t need to validate.
the community when faced with complete strangers … This is a location of perfection!!! A place of spiritual,.
Don'' t you want to take me with you anymore? Don'' t I have the right to a fresh start? What did you do to Ari?
him! You deserted him! I have been … I was … Where? With Runa. With Runa ?! Enjoyable yourself with a female?! While Ari was resting there in his dump … as well as.
waiting to trigger to a far better globe with you? And also currently you are blaming.
me for his suicide? I have actually been composing … It was currently far too late. He.
was currently ruined by then.But together we intended to … This should all be different … Yeah. It always ends up. various than anticipated.
I ' ve fulfilled lots of people. We don'' t want you below! I wear'' t want to return.
For Christ ' s benefit. It … It ' s been in the paper. I wear ' t understand where to begin. You couldn ' t deal with the life here … You are much much as well.
I ' ve fulfilled several people.